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    • Fire

      Posted at 9:52 am by Michael, on August 19, 2022

      The world ended weeks ago, but it still feels like yesterday.

      We used to hear about these “Revelations” these “Doomsday Prophets”, y’know, but we never really believed it. We never thought that shit was for real.

      Until it happened.

      Don’t get me wrong: I ain’t saying that a heavenly host of angels came down outta the sky. And the question about God… well, that’s still a point of contention between a lotta folks. But I can tell you what did happen, or at least about the things that I saw.

      It’s hard to accept that there was a time before this. A time when everything was normal. We didn’t recognise normal at the time, of course. We ranted and raged and we fought each other and most of those things are still happening in one way or another.

      But everything did get a hell of a lot more complicated.

      There’s plenty of the “old world” left, of course; but most of it doesn’t work anymore. And those that do don’t work the same as they used to.

      But there is one thing that I do know…

      Things still burn.

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    • This is Not the End

      Posted at 12:06 pm by Michael, on August 5, 2022
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    • A Single Spark

      Posted at 8:53 am by Michael, on August 4, 2022

      A single spark
      From striking blades
      On some battlefield
      Distant;
      In both space and time

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    • Exactly What You Need

      Posted at 2:08 pm by Michael, on August 1, 2022

      In space, no one can hear you
      Lean
      Beef patties pressed on a
      Machine
      Based learning algorithms and
      Schemes
      And this bass when it drops well you know it’s
      Obscene
      And you recognise his
      Face
      ‘Cause you’ve seen it in
      Dreams
      And you’re starting to
      Think
      This might be exactly what you
      Need
      To replace what remains of
      Who
      You used to be

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    • Betty and Veronica

      Posted at 9:56 am by Michael, on August 1, 2022
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    • Desire

      Posted at 11:15 am by Michael, on July 27, 2022

      I don’t write rhymes
      I write wrongs
      These aren’t just poems
      These are songs
      These ain’t just songs
      These are psalms
      Someone better psalm the alarm
      And the crowd gonna raise up they arms

      As they worship the latest Messiah
      These words branding your soul like a fire
      These words branding your soul as a fighter
      Already your burdens begin to feel lighter
      Now his words are all that you require
      Within reach now is all you desire
      Everyone else now just seems like a liar
      Everyone else is a psychic vampire

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    • You Are Still There

      Posted at 8:33 am by Michael, on July 26, 2022

      Back. Back again. We always find ourselves back. Back where it began. The carpet. The rug. The walls, the hanging lights. The sound of cars outside, sluicing through the rain.

      And your thoughts, always your thoughts, always the same thoughts. Old, new, all versions of you. All still existing. That small version of you. The teenager. All that bravado and energy. All that grief and anxiety. All of it wraps itself around you like wire, like twine, like ropes from which you cannot escape.

      For these are the very strands of your consciousness; the very fibre of your self.

      Your pain becomes a part of you. Imprinted onto your psyche, a burning brand upon your brain.

      To deny this is to deny yourself dignity of your strength.

      Like a pillar of ancient stone chipped away at by swords and vandals and the wind and time and vandals; cracked now and overgrown by a field of wild grass. Forgotten perhaps except for the old farmer who grazes his sheep nearby and then, perhaps, even forgotten by him.

      Alone beneath the grand sky. Alone and broken and overgrown and forgotten. But still there.

      You are still there.

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    • Sphere

      Posted at 8:54 am by Michael, on July 21, 2022
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    • The Night Owl

      Posted at 8:48 am by Michael, on July 19, 2022

      The old barn overlooked the old house, half-sunk now into the mud, prickle stem and stinging nettle and marsh grass all clambering for supremacy in the space between. The barn, at least, maintained some semblance of its original shape and thus, amid its creaking wooden beams and walls of faded paint, preserved a certain dignity.

      The house, however, held not even the semblance of dignity. It leaned and groaned and was held together only by repairs carried out with rotten planks of wood and bits of rusted metal.

      The owl that roosted in the barn was aware of the house. Every night at around the same time there came the sound of a cord being pulled and a generator spluttering into life. A few moments later, light bloomed in the dirty window that faced out at the barn, and that same dirty light flashed in the eyes of owl as it awoke to the hunt.

      Vermin swarmed and teemed within the rusted machinery and long spoiled bags of grain. For the owl, the barn was a palace of sorts, providing shelter from the elements and an endless supply of food.

      The owl lived in the barn and They lived in the house, though She was seldom seen outside of it. Once She had caught freedom and ran bare-legged out amongst the weeds that clawed at her skin. When she reached the barn she looked up and glimpsed the blazing eyes of the owl, whereupon she had screamed and run back inside.

      And still She toiled each night beyond that grimy window. The metal pipes, barely clinging to the wall, perhaps more wall than the walls themselves, clunked and chattered and eventually spat out dirty water which she dared not complain about. The water was pumped from a collapsed well and there was no filter.

      He sometimes went places in a truck that was only marginally more dignified than the house. Whenever he returned he had cigarettes, a jerry can full of fuel and a case full of brown bottles that he did not share.

      The owl sometimes heard them: voices raised, banging and crashing. Wails and screams and cuss-words that the owl did not need to understand in order to understand. It picked apart still-living mice with its talons and listened impassively to the violence.

      Afterwards there would be silence, except for the sounds of the bog. Fireflies danced across what was once a field of crops and frogs croaked and crickets sang their serenades into the night.

      Then, the very next night: the splutter of the generator, the rattle of the pipes, the light in the window, raised voices, the sounds of things being broken that had already been broken. Dust drifted in motes from the long wooden beams in the barn. A dark shadow scurried through the weeds and the owl swooped down, wings flashing like a ghost of the night.

      This was the rhythm of the place, this was the uncanny music of the swamp and the barn and of those who lived there. He had inherited the farm from his gran-mammy and when she once suggested that they should change the wallpaper he screamed and shouted: “mah gran-mammy choosed that, it ain’t ever changin’! Not ever!”

      She never asked again.

      The owl did not count the years or days and did not know for how long it perceived this unchanging pattern of events, as immutable perhaps as the sinking of the farm into the mud or the reclamation of the fields by the weeds. A hundred days of this? A thousand? More?

      The lights went on and off. The generator shuddered. The pipes burst and he mended them until they burst again.

      The lights came on. Her familiar, faded shadow appeared on the ground outside. The eyes of the owl flashed as it came awake. The crickets sang. The weeds encroached, ever closer and the trees came with them, creeping ever-so-slowly towards the farm house and the old barn.

      A shadow moved between the house and the truck. The owl knew it was Her, by the tentative steps that she took. She scurried, like a mouse, and by her motions the owl was transfixed. She slid beneath the truck, vanishing from view. Afterwards, She ran back to the house as fast as she could and eased the door gently closed behind her.

      The next day: the truck would not start.

      First He directed his rage towards the unthinking machine, but found the unyielding nature of its metal an unsatisfying target for his fists. He went inside and there was screaming. A muffled thud. A whimper. He came outside again, clutching his stomach. His hands were red with blood. He staggered and fell down to die amongst the weeds.

      When the barn owl awoke that night it immediately sensed Him laying there, for a great swarm of insects had gathered around the body to pay their respects. The owl swooped down from its perch and dug its talons into the back of his head. It pecked, disinterestedly, at his greasy hair and at his flesh.

      The light in the window did not come on.

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    • The Greatest of All Time

      Posted at 7:52 am by Michael, on July 18, 2022

      I look across the man at the table and he looks back at me. I can see the tiny reflection of myself mirrored in the round lenses of his glasses.

      He sighs and pushes those glasses back up his nose and he inspects the complex apparatus that rests on the table; needles scribble and click as they so readily discern truth from lies.

      “Let me ask you again,” the man says. “Are you the Greatest of All Time?”

      There is also a cassette recorder and I can hear the tape running.

      “No,” I answer, for it is a ridiculous question.

      I am certain now that there is nothing left beyond the walls of this room. Or if there is anything, it’s so far away that it might as well not exist.

      The man adjusts his position and glances at the scribbles created by the polygraph machine. The lines on the paper jump up and down like an irregular heartbeat.

      He sighs and then he asks me again: “Are you the Greatest of All Time?”

      “No,” I say. The machine whirrs and scratches at the paper. The cassette tape records.

      And beyond these four walls there is only the inexpressible, endless void.

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